The sun is here with all its glory, but it dosn't mean a thing to me right now. I can't smile. " No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard. "    To be honest - I'm afraid, afraid to feel this pain again..  I'm tired of this shit, and I'm tired to be torn inside. Torn between feelings. I didn't know it was possible to feel this way, posses so different feelings at the same time. You have given me no choice..

You have brought me to tears so many times I lost count. I desirve more than that, much more. It's time.


Can you make me smile again?